First meditation experience

That was truly an amazing experience. i felt so free, so relaxed. Like the stress of the world just lifted from my body. As i knelt there and pictured my beautiful Mistress standing over me, watching over me...i felt so safe and secure. It was like every breath i took in i could feel Her eyes gazing down upon me and i could almost feel Her soft reassuring touches. There are just not many words to express the way that made me feel, other then the words i already mentioned. It was a wonderful experience and i look forward to repeating that task on a daily basis. Thank You my Mistress.

The start of a new journey:

     i am nervous but very excited to start this new journey with my Mistress. i do not have much hands on experience with the lifestyle. So i am really looking forward to following Her lead and to learn and grow with Her. When i signed that contract last night, it was like a huge weight lifted off my shoulders. i am honored that She has chosen and accepted me for who and what i am. i trust Her completely so therefore, i plan on doing my best to keep Her proud of me, and to learn from any mistake that i may make throughout our journey together. It is sometimes hard to put feelings into words, i have some mixed emotions on this new journey. But nothing bad as i am ready and willing to be the best i can be for Her. And to learn to think better of myself and work with Her to build my self esteem. i am quite shy so it will be an interesting start. Lol. But will learn to open up more and more each day. i just feel so safe now, even though we are far apart, i feel as if She is here with me. Leading me in the right direction. Nervous, happy, excited, honored...Etc...is how i feel.