The start of a new journey:

     i am nervous but very excited to start this new journey with my Mistress. i do not have much hands on experience with the lifestyle. So i am really looking forward to following Her lead and to learn and grow with Her. When i signed that contract last night, it was like a huge weight lifted off my shoulders. i am honored that She has chosen and accepted me for who and what i am. i trust Her completely so therefore, i plan on doing my best to keep Her proud of me, and to learn from any mistake that i may make throughout our journey together. It is sometimes hard to put feelings into words, i have some mixed emotions on this new journey. But nothing bad as i am ready and willing to be the best i can be for Her. And to learn to think better of myself and work with Her to build my self esteem. i am quite shy so it will be an interesting start. Lol. But will learn to open up more and more each day. i just feel so safe now, even though we are far apart, i feel as if She is here with me. Leading me in the right direction. Nervous, happy, excited, honored...Etc...is how i feel.