i am not against poly, i just, as we have discussed before, have had a few bad experiences with poly relationships. i do believe this situation is different and i can learn to cope with it all. i am just in an adjusting phase, i guess, and still coming to terms with everything. i have no issues with the others at all and i am looking forward to getting to know them both better. They both seem very sweet and good to You and that is what matters. i know that not every relationship will be like past ones and i am willing to work on my doubts or concerns. i also know that You will help me through it and that You are a better Mistress then the past Ones. You believe in treating us equally even though we are all different. i think that was one of the major problems in the past. Poly relationships are not for everyone but i think in time i will learn to like it just as much as the others. Not being poly makes me feel a bit selfish at times and i do not like feeling that way. So i have been working on that. And i want to thank You Mistress for accepting me even though You knew i had issues with these kind of relationships.
I know poly isn't something you've been comfortable with... I also know you love Me as I love you and you know I will never do anything to intentionally hurt you...I may have accepted you love, but you accepted Me and My polyism as well..... If ever you feel neglected, treated differently, or that I'm playing favorites please feel free to talk to Me openly without worry that I'll be upset. I will never do any of these intentionally... quite the opposite, I will live to treat you each with the utmost respect, love, and devotion in your own ways.
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