Feeling Your full control last night, i do believe was much needed. It helped clear my mind a little. It has been a long, hard few months. Even thought it was an online session, it still means a lot to me. They are not just typed words to me, and well, i was literally squirming a bit on the couch during the session. ~Blushes~ Even though i can not actually feel Your touches, or the slaps...etc...i feel Your presence. Your control. Things have been hard for me, with all that was going on with Rachel, the confusion and hurt she has put me through. And even though it has ended, and it hurts badly...It also feels like a weight has been lifted off my shoulders. Now i can work on finding myself again and get back into the full TPE slave that i know i am. The control i felt last night, was just amazing. Been so long since i felt that. Not moving without permission, not taking over in a scene or whatever...etc...Just so many emotions last night. Well, some things are hard to explain. So i will end this blog here...i hope what i did write at least makes a little sense, my mind tends to be drifting a lot this morning and it is making it hard to focus on one thing at a time.
Thank You for Your time and for Your control last night Mistress. i so needed to feel that control. The full control.
I'm glad it helped clear your mind for at least a while My love.... I too, take it seriously, and what I do online is simply a reflection of how I feel in life. I felt you last night as you felt Me. I do often feel you throughout the days. Our connection is stronger than I could have imagined. I love you My brenda.
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