Well yesterday was quite a boring dreadful day. i started out the morning feeling alright. Was getting laundry ready. Was still bleeding a bit heavy and the cramps were normal ones. Until early in the afternoon. They got worse. i could barely move without getting tears in my eyes. So John, for once...took over. Sent me to the bedroom where i laid in bed in a curled up position most of the day. Only got up to use the restroom. He came in to check on me and i was in some serious pain. Him and his dad said earlier that i should go to the hospital. Well of course, me being me, kept putting it off. Until the evening time, i could not take it anymore. It was getting to the point where i could not even get up to use the restroom without tears. And the sight of blood was just getting old. Lol. They gave me something through IV to help with the cramping and to stop the bleeding. That seemed to work. i was able to rest a bit better last night. And woke up this morning to no blood. So hopefully it is done for now. They are supposed to send the paperwork to my regular doctor and my GYN. To see what other further treatment is needed. On a lighter note, my blood pressure was quite stable last night while at the hospital.
i did talk to Rachel on yahoo, last night and this morning. She did apologize and we discussed it a bit about how what she said was wrong and it hurt quite deeply. She said she was terrified about my health so she blew up or whatever. Well i reminded her about the last time i blew up and her poofing. And when i did it, it was not even directed towards her. She said she is afraid of losing me or whatever...i told her well that is a great way to lose me. So hopefully i got that settled.
Thank You for everything Mistress. For being here for me even when You were not feeling well Yourself. i miss and love You Mistress. And thank You for being so understanding with me and my lack of focus and all that.
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